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maybe I should give up, give in,
give up trying to be thin,
give up and turn into my mother,
god knows I love her.

and I'm sorry to which ever man should meet my sorry state,
watch my steady lonesome gait and beware.
I would never love a man cause love and pain go hand in hand
and I can't do it again.

my mind has fucked me over more times than any man could ever know.